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Hello, I have had a lot things bothering me these past few weeks. They are greatly to do with what happened in the past. They are good memories, bad memories and sometimes memories that I wish I could change.
The first memory and problem isn't really to do with revenge it's about how I can get past this memory. A year ago I was living with a few girls in a boarding school. It was going well so far until I started to get tired of them and their jokes and all about living with them.
One day I couldn't take the jokes anymore. I was angry and annoyed. I talked to my parents about the jokes. I think I really got tired of them. The problem was my anger kind of confused my problem or what I thought was the problem. So when I talked to my parents all I could think of was a joke they made about my skin that sounded racist, but it didn't bother me.
But as soon as I told my parents they were furious and called the principal about the joke. My friends were made to look like they were the bad guys and I was the victim. Ever since that day I feel I wish I could have changed the way I acted and dealt with the problem. I feel so guilty, angry confused and most of all ashamed and embarrassed that I told the wrong problem.
I also worry what they think of me now: the girl who was a tattletale, the girl who was stupid because she didn't even know her problem, the girl who was weak and too sensitive. I really want to go and talk to them but it's been more than a year now and I fear that they will think that I still haven't moved on from it. I also don't want to talk again it feels so awkward and I think I will get confused on how to explain what happened.
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