My Mom Wishes I Had Never Been Born
Light Emerges From Darkness
I am from an extremely overprotective family.
My mom told me before to never to talk to any boy and she shouted at me before several times before because of talking about a boy with one of my friends. She said you can't say the name of any boy, so all of my family--my dad and older brother said the same thing. I am in a mixed school ( boys and girls) and they told me never to talk to any boy, just girls. It's forbidden.
Then, one day a boy came from school and told me that he likes me and took my number. We started chatting. Then after two days, I told my girlfriend I want to end this relationship, because I was terrified of my parents knowing about it.
The next day my mother found out, and started shouting at me and my brother too. She told me if my father knew about it he would kill me!
Now, she doesn't want me to go to school again. I had an exam, a very important one, and she didn't allow me to go. She took my phone and I can't even talk to anyone.
She doesn't want to forgive me and also she doesn't want me to go to school again. She told me "I lost trust in you," and she also said that she will never ever trust me again.
So, I can't go to school now, and I really have to or I will fail in all of the subjects. I don't know what to do, please help me!
I want her to forgive and trust me again but I don't know how she doesn't even want me to get out of the house.
She told me "I wish you were dead and I wish you had never been born." She also said "I wish I was dead before I would see something like this from you."